I lied to my best friend. I haven’t seen her in weeks but I told her we couldn’t hang out today because I got grounded after fighting with my mom. The truth is, I wasn’t grounded. I lied so I could go get high with my boyfriend and his friend. And, really, I don’t feel bad about it. We hung out the next day. That’s what she gets for bailing on me every time we tried to hang out before. I’m not a bad person, either.
I work in an office full of people in cubicles all around me. I love to masturbate until I have an orgasm. There is something that excites me and thrills me when I can see them and they can see me but have no idea what I am doing. I orgasm at least twice a day every day at work. I’ve almost been caught a few times and that just thrills me more. Am I the only one that does this?
Sometimes I feel like I am being forced into a life I don’t want. I have always had it drilled into my head that I need to go to college but what is wrong with being a manager at a grocery store? Or even working in a daycare? Someone has to do it don’t they? Wouldn’t it be better for someone that loves kids to work with them that some college educated person that really doesn’t care!
I just get tired of doing what everyone else wants me to do.
I am suppose to be married in four weeks. To a good man that has a lot of money. My parents are so proud of me for hooking into such a family. Guess me hating him has nothing to do with it? He is an evil bastard that gets drunk and makes me have sex even though I beg not to. What can I do? My parents want me to marry into money, I am scared for my life.
I’m 45 years old and I’m in love with 12 year old girl. She’s a girl I’ve known since she was little. I know it’s wrong but I can’t help the way I feel. I think about her all the time. She is so beautiful. I want to be around her all the time.
She is the daughter of a friend and I see her every weekend and play with her in our yard. I know she loves me as much as I love her. She spends the night at our house at least one a month, and always wants to sleep and be with me.
I know it’s completely wrong but I truely love her more than anything in life. I don’t know what to do! Am i sick? Do I need help? I don’t know what to do!
